Wednesday 17 August 2016

No forcing, no holding back

I love this Rilke poem for all it says and for its beauty:

All that has never yet been spoken

I believe in all that has never yet been spoken.
I want to free what waits within me
so that what no one has dared to wish for

may for once spring clear
without my contriving.

If this is arrogant, God, forgive me,
but this is what I need to say.


May what I do flow from me like a river,
no forcing and no holding back,
the way it is with children.

Then in these swelling and ebbing currents,
these deepening tides moving out, returning,
I will sing you as no one ever has,

streaming through widening channels
into the open sea.

Monday 1 August 2016

For today: Inner Worth

Outside show is a poor substitute for inner worth.  - Aesop

My compulsive eating and depression has made me harder, isolated, resistant, ugly both inside and out.  And as I start to recover, the part I value most is the contentment I have when my mind is quiet, at peace with my body.

Blessed be.