When you have faults, do not fear to abandon them. - Confucius
I did not deliberately choose my faults, but neither do I have to be afraid of letting them go. I can establish what they are (I have many more faults than I am aware of) by taking steps four and five, and I can abandon them in steps six and seven. What would any thinking person give for such simple, direct therapy. And it doesn't cost a dime.
Do my faults include any of these: sloth, bad temper, promiscuity, rudeness, dishonesty, child abuse, violence? God, who loves me and want me to be free, will accept them all.
For today: I need not be afraid to admit anything to God and to another person, under God's guidance.Today feels hard. I am struggling with my current state of health and I know I have to just accept what is. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference. So for today, I have been to the doctor and undergone painful treatment that does seem to help, long-term. I have done a bit of service to my Intergroup. I have reached out to my fellows. I extended kindness to a friend. And for things I cannot control, I made plans to ease the transition if and when I have to take control and make decisions. Living my program as best I can.
Blessed be.
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