Sunday 27 March 2016

The Promises... And the Promises (in reverse) when I binge



If we are NOT painstaking about this phase of our development, we will binge before we leave the parking lot.  We are going to know a new pain and a new misery.  We will regret our deeds and repeat them over and over.  We will comprehend the word chaos and we will know calamity.  No matter how far down the road we waddle, we will still wonder where we are going.  That feeling of uselessness and self-pity will intensify.  We will lose interesting things and gain relations with strange fellows.  Self-seeking will be constant.  Our whole attitude will be on the lookout for food.  Fear of people and economic insecurity will leave us - holed up at home with junk food for comfort.  We will intuitively know how to stay fat with little or no money.  We will suddenly begin to think that God does not exist.

Are these extravagant promises?  Probably not.  They are being practiced daily, sometimes insanely, sometimes deadly.  They will continue to happen if we keep bingeing.

(Adapted from and with thanks to AA's Robby R)


The Promises
If we are painstaking about this phase of our development, we will be amazed before we are half way through. We are going to know a new freedom and a new happiness. We will not regret the past nor wish to shut the door on it. We will comprehend the word serenity and we will know peace. No matter how far down the scale we have gone, we will see how our experience can benefit others. That feeling of uselessness and self-pity will disappear. We will lose interest in selfish things and gain interest in our fellows. Self-seeking will slip away. Our whole attitude and outlook upon life will change. Fear of people and of economic insecurity will leave us. We will intuitively know how to handle situations which used to baffle us. We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves. 
Are these extravagant promises? We think not. They are being fulfilled among us — sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly. They will always materialize if we work for them.

The Hidden Promises
And we have ceased fighting anything or anyone-even alcohol. For by this time sanity will have returned. We will seldom be interested in liquor. If tempted, we recoil from it as from a hot flame. We react sanely and normally, and we will find that this has happened automatically. We will see that our new attitude toward liquor has been given us without any thought or effort on our part. It just comes! That is the miracle of it. We are not fighting it, neither are we avoiding temptation. We feel as though we had been placed in a position of neutrality—safe and protected. We have not even sworn off. Instead, the problem has been removed. It does not exist for us. We are neither cocky nor are we afraid. That is how we react so long as we keep in fit spiritual condition. 

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